Alright so, without writing a book, here's why I haven't lived up to my promise as much as I hoped. It's still within the first year of my mom's death, and while that's obviously the most significant thing that has affected me emotionally during this year, it's not the only thing that's happened. It's been a rough one, but I always have two options: keep going, or remove myself. Since I will NOT do the latter, I have been dealing with everyday life, my emotions, my hopes, dreams, goals, wants, wishes, so on and so forth... Slowly I have been pulling myself out of the funk caused by this past year, and while I haven't been able to do everything I had wanted, I have created structure in my life via my YouTube videos. From there, I have started enabling myself to eventually do work around the house, both by myself, and with my dad.
Now, here I am, only 20 days away from the one year anniversary of the passing of my mom, and I now have two shows regularly on the YouTube channel that has become a hub channel not only for my videos, but those of my friends. I will also be premiering a new show this Saturday, and hoping to premier yet another new one next Saturday. That is, more or less, what I believe would be an adequate summary of what I want to express to whoever reads this.
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